hawaiisurf27

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 18:45:41 GMT

ALONE

True love exists yes I know this
My heart was waiting for you
And when we met I felt my chest
pound fast, racing for the chance
to know you, to hold you
To open up and show you
The way it feels when you know...

You are not alone
Know that I would fight the tides to
Be together
When you feel alone
Listen to this song to make your heart
feel better

Two hearts entwined, yes, you are mine
And I'll be your's forever
I've done the math, I'm less than half
We're better off together
And I want you here by my side
As much as you are on my mind
When I'm gona you should know

Rainy Mondays feel like Fridays
When you're smiling at me I can feel
The space
Between us collapsing
Our love is everlasting

Listen to this song
Let it make your heart feel better

welcome back!!!

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 04:31:57 GMT

well my computer is fixed, life still sucks, and there is still no hockey season!!! wow so much to say so little time, oh well ....maybe another time!!!

please...no more food!!!

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 04:57:22 GMT

A gift is a gesture straight from the heart
Problem is I can't seem to find where to start
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the snow
And stared at the stars knowing there's still hope
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

When I catch your stare from across the room
It's like something inside, it begins to sooth
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

"the thing that makes waiting a little easier is waiting for the right person"

TURKEY!! TURKEY!! TURKEY!!!

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 21:52:02 GMT

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY!!!!!!
i love food, food is great!!!!anyway just got done with some traditional turkey eating with the family, yes it is a beautiful thing!!!!played the tostitos turkey bowl today, how great!!! football is also awesome!!! peyton mannin lit it up once again!!!geez anyway!!! hmm... i would hope no one throws an egg at me, and in the event that an egg is thrown at me, i do not know how i would make spagetti out of it,hmmm...well then!!! they started playing christmas music on the radio today, how sweet is that!!!!you know what that means...christmas music means we are that much closer to christmas, and christmas means we are that much closer to snowboarding, and snowboarding means we are that much closer to winter X, and winter X means we are that much closer to baseball season!!!! ugh, i gotta take it a little slower, on step at a time, right?...nope! anyway just chilaxin so i thought i would update this thing!!! well i am off to my aunts house for deserts in a little bit so i hope you all have a wonderful thanksgiving and i hope to see you all very soon!!!! so drive safe, eat pie and laugh at people who fall...then help them up, duh!!

~dan

"...i will not hide, its time to try..."

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 23:33:42 GMT

in the midst of some of the hardest obsticles i have have encountered, i am in a very good mood!!! but i shall share a story, i go online today, about an hour ago to be exact, to check emails, check my lj and such, and a screen name pops up asking to talk to me, i did not recognise the name and it seemed harmless so i said hey, the m ystery person proceeded to tell me his name....he claimed to be ADAM TERRAGNOLI!!!! HOW GREAT IS THAT!!!!!he told me he asked gretchen griffiths for my sn and she gave it to him!!i was soooo touched!!!! the weird thing about it was that i have seriously been thinking bout him the past few days!!! what timing!!!! so from now on adam terragnoli is my hero!!!! for those of you who don't know who i am talking about you are missing out, he is the coolest kid i know!!!! he made my year when he said hi to me, my life is now complete!!!! well i cant write anything better to top that event so i am just finish it on that note!!! yes comments are great!!especially from certain people ;)

~dan

"...to truely live, you must take chances...you are the chance i am willing to take..."

math class here i come!!

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:55:11 GMT

well i'm off to bed...i am goin to math class tomorrow...YES!!!

"...dreaming of you..."

yea, killer boots man!!!!

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 01:43:08 GMT

hey all you people who arnt reading this, yes i have my frequent readers who have identified themselves whom which i am extremely thankful for :) so i say hey to you!!! anyway i didnt go to math again today, i seriously need to go, i'll go after thanksgiving break, did i mention, i haven't gone in almost three weeks now,lol,oops!!anyway, changing the subject again, have any of you seen the show smallville?!! it is truly a great show, yea it beats all those other gay shows on tv by far!!! i think all the jokers in the nhl need to get there act together, suck it up, and as hard as it might be deal with the fact that they already make more money in a year than 90% of americans make in a lifetime and play some freekin hockey, i am going crazy, if curtis brown never left buffalo none of this would have ever happened!!!oh yeah its supposed to snow this weekend a little bit!!!! maybe (b/c let's face it, this is buffalo) it will snow massive amounts so i can go snowboarding this weekend!!! that would great, of coarse (b/c let's face it, this is buffalo) it probably won't do that, but thats ok , i have hockey to get me through the transition from summer to snow, wait... nope ... i need a hug!!!speaking of which i haven't seen shrek 2 still, hmm...it seems i have found something to do!!!so for now i bid you farewell!!!

~dan

"...its so hard to sit back and do nothing when all i want to do is the exact opposite...maybe someday..."
~matthew 7:8~

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 04:55:28 GMT

"...you are the hope I have for change,
you are the only chance I'll take..."

hey guys, i know what your thinking, two entries in one day, this kid must have no life...let me assure you, you are correct in your assumption! anyway i have the weirdest feeling right now, i can't even begin to think of how to explain it, its a kind of bitter-sweet feeling, very not cool and cool at the same time...geez ya see what mean?! i tried going to bed early but i couldn't even sleep which is odd b/c i am so tired right now!!ugh i hate this!!! being tied down sucks, especially when the only way is up, ugh!!! everything just piles on top of everything else, i dont know what i am talkin bout right now , actually i do but thats ok , i am gonna go now and try and start over tomorrow, even tho it will prolly end up just like any other day. ttyl everyone, sry bout this gay entry i am just bored and needed to do somethin.

yea its for sure...

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 00:33:14 GMT

hey guys, wow am i tired, work, school, lsct, where does it end!! hey guys if i may again ask you all to pray for the chiazza family (thats matt's fam) trials and obsticles are just getting the best of them right now, please if you could keep them in prayer, thanks!! but anyway, yea i had tree practice today, as always i find it fun just chillin watchin everyone else practice, i am only in one song this year so i basically have nothing to do, its ok tho it will still be amazing!!!! the lociceros and the walawenders came over today for some football and some good ole italian style home cookin, oh yeah!!! anyway, thats pretty much whats goin on, school is done on wednesday for thanksgiving!!!finally!! i love the holiday season, it is truly my favorite time of the year...besides baseball season of coarse... but yes the holidays are great i can't wait for this year!!! OH YEAH!!! i never told you guys what happened!!!! remember a number entries back when i told you about the guy who locke my keys in the car at the bank and i had to walk home to get the spare key and i wanted revenge on his sry little ...you know what... yea well i shared my story with a friend of mine at work and mentioned i wanted revenge, so he said he would help me, so him and i took a lunch break ;) we paid a visit to the scene of the crime at the time i knew he was there (monday around lunch time) did i mention we brought the shrink wrap with us !! (for all you geniuses out there, shrink wrap is like a giant roll of ceran wrap) and when we got there he was not there so we waited for 10 minutes or so and sure enough he arrived, as soon as he left his car we ran up to his car and shrink wraped the doors shut, it was awesome, he had no idea what to think when he came out and saw his car it was great!!!! for the little time we had we got a lot of the stuff around his car, it was great!!!i love it!!! well anyway i am running out of things to say right now, so i think i will go and watch the smallville episode i taped on friday!what a great show!!! well see you guys over the holidays i hope! cya!

~dan

"...one day we'll look back and laugh at all of this..."

"...i said no.....but thats a nice ski mask...."

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 05:45:58 GMT

"ray, people will come ray, they'll come to iowa for reasons they can't even fathem, they'll turn up your driveway not knowing for sure why they're doing it, they'll arrive at your door as innocent as children, longing for the past, of coarse, we won't mind if you look around you'll say, it's only 20 dollars per person, and they'll pass over the money without even thing about it, for it is money they have and peace they lack,and they'll walk off to the bleachers, sit in the shirt sleaves on a perfect afternoon, and they'll find they have reserved seats somewhere along one of the baselines, where sat when they were children and cheared their heros, and they'll watch the game, and it will be as if they'd dipped themselves into magic waters, the memories will be so thick, they'll have to brush them away from their faces, PEOPLE WILL COME RAY, the one constant through all the years ray has been baseball, america has rolled by like an army of steam rollers, it's been erased like a blackboard, rebuilt and erased again, but baseball has marked the time, this field, this game, is a part of our past ray, it reminds us of all that once was good, and it could be again, ooooo, people will come ray...people will most definitely come."

yes for all of you brainiacs out there that is from the best scene of the greatest movie of all time, the field of dreams, yes it truly an awesome movie!!!anyway i am always up late i need to end this madness!!! but anyway yea , aside from the fact that i am a complete loser i had an interesting day at work!! i got threatened with my for the 7th time, seriously 7 times , no joke!!! yea cuz i may have said a few things to my boss's face that did not make him happy but oh well, i was kinda hopin he would fire me but it never works out for me!! oh well!! wow, i really want to get fired!!! anyway, um yeah, thanksgiving break finally!!!well yeah, cant wait for tree practice on sunday ;) well hope to see a lot of you throughout the holiday season!! tty soon!!!

~dan

"If you believe the impossible, the incredible will come true."

home sweet home!!!

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 22:04:20 GMT

hey everyone, it has become obvious to me no one looks at this thing, i feel so unloved right now!!!!so i guess i will proceed to update all of you who don't read this!!jk!! well i got back from liberty last night , and i must say my stay there was awesome!!!i got to talk to a few guys there about a lot of stuff about the school and such and proffesors to. this one kid mark who was down the hall from rons dorm was real cool, we talked for quite a while about the whole going away thing and how its hard to do, it was great i got to share a lot with him about this past year with everything that has happened, it was truly awesome to think that these guys could be my classmates and roomies!!! church there is really good to, not quite like the chapel but thats ok, the chapel is always where i'll be going!!!! but yea next step is applying now, i don't know for sure what i am going to do, but i am pretty sure as to what God's call for me is now, finally after so much!!!its so incredible to see God work after such a long time of prayer which seamed to go unanswered but he always seems to find a way, even if it does take a long time!!! hopefully i will be experiencing more of that in the future;) if liberty is truly where i am suppoed to be then he will provide all my needs and bless my path and that goes for anyone, just take a step of faith knowing God will take care of it all, school, work, friends, everything!!! but yes liberty is an awesome place no doubt, we will just see how the next month or two goes though! i cant wait til sunday now that i am back, i missed tree practice on sunday, i was saddened by this but i will enjoy this week!! i cant wait for performances to start then the real fun will start;) lol! anyway i dont really have much more to say now, its like i have anywhere to be though....hmm.....what to do....my foot hurts....eh its ok ....well i guess i can go now!! my life is so sad, mainly cuz i dont have one!!lol!!well i guess thats it for this one!!i really hope to talk with you guys during the tree or at church or somethin, some more than others;) but yes i am gone!!!!

~dan

...its only a matter of time...before i snap and say something, anything...

hello again!!

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 05:44:54 GMT

hey again everyone, i'm still at liberty, oh yes, its cool, got back from the jeremy camp concert alittle while ago, did some chilaxin with tyler casper, he went off to bed cuz hes gone in the morning, ronny is still at work , so i am just chillin here by myself updatin this thing, i dont come home until monday, i would like to be home for church on sunday and tree practice, that will just just make the following week that much better!!!! to an extent i guess!! but hey, no worries!!! yea so today i got my free t-shirt so i am ready to come home, i've got all i came for!!jk...well i would just like to say i miss you guys back home...i shall return!!!!anyway...for those that i never see, i miss you and can't wait to see ya again!!!have an awesome day!!!

~dan

"...walk by faith..."

heeey!!!!

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 21:09:45 GMT

well hello everyone i have a little down time and nothing to do b/c ronny is currently taking a dump and no one else is around, and i'm sure you wanted to know that as well but oh well!!!!just thought i'd give all my peoples a shout out on their day off, enjoy!!! anyway so liberty is pretty sweet, i went to some classes both today and yesterday which was sweet , we open in prayer and it was awesome!!!lauren convertini is the only person i have seen that i know, other than ronny, but i should be seein some people today!!!well yes i must go now and do ...well ...i'm not quite sure what yet but hey i hope to see all of you when i get home!!!until then , i already miss you guys, i dont know if i can go here!!oh no!!!lol, no really anyway well ttyl later everyone!!!

~dan

"...how can i miss something that is so close..."

off to liberty...for now at least!!

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 05:34:09 GMT

hello again everyone!! i just realized i am always up late , i seriously need to stop this rubish!!! anyway i leave for liberty in just a few short long hours !!!!! i can't sleep so i figured i would give you all an update on my not so exciting life!!!well today was pretty boring, i played basketball with my best amigo matt out at niagara, it was fun, my true blackess or lack there of came out!!!!and then the real fun started not for me but elle and kenny who were in a car accident (they were ok, i wouldnt be talkin bout if that was not the case) but the funny part is that neither of them can seem to remember how exactly the vehicle ended of facing the street from the edge of a pond, but hey it doesnt matter, all that matters is that thankfully they are ok, why is it that them two can take a story and make anyone laugh histerically, i dont even know!!!! and in the same night my good buddy dave crosby gets his first speeding ticket!!! i am so proud of him, and so soon after getting his liscense, wow, what a night!!!funny thing is none of this has to do with me, so yes my life remains just as boring as it did before!!!tree practice this past sunday was fun as always, i enjoy seeing the people i never see, trouble is i can only see them, literally!!but anyway, hang on , i have a hangnail...........ok its better!!!um yea, well i cant wait for it to snow incredible amounts of icy precipitation all over enormous mountains of land so i can ride down them repeatedly on a snowboard so awesome that even benjamin wheelman has never seen something greater!!!well now that i have not a clue as to what i am talking about right now, i am going to leave, so goodbye for now, so until i enter another boring message, remember.....the next time you find yourself in a banana suit on top of a nursing home in the middle of idaho, there is still hope that a chiken will fly by screaming..."I DON'T WANT TO PLAY ANYMORE!!!!!!"

~dan

"i would give anything for just one day"

whoever scripted this life thing should have made it easier!!

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 00:04:20 GMT

well hello again everyone, what a weekend!! i just want to ask you guys to pray for my friend matt and his family, it would be greatly appreciated. thanks! anyway i had tree practice today, what fun stuff, its a little weird not havin some people around b/c of of their school of choice but hey, i can't wait to see all of you!!! well the tree should be fun this year, but there's always things that make it better!!! i leave for liberty this week!!!!i can't wait, but only for the week ;) !!!! but yea that will be fun , i get to hang with ron and go to some classes and such see if i llike it, which i am anticipating i will!!!but hey ya never know!!!i hate to ask again for you guys to pray for that, i only want to go where God wants me to go!!that way i know everything else will work out!!!i hate when i am forced to keep quiet when i know in my heart what i feel!!i don't know what i want to do exactly yet either, that would probably help, oh well!!! it really needs to snow, right now , a lot!!!!! anyway i really have nothing else to talk about right now so i am on my way to hang with dlo and drake for the first time ever!!! well yea, thats all for this one ladies and gents!!!hope to talk to ya soon!!!
~dan

...i wish i could bring back time...not to rewrite it, just to re-live it...

"....a freekin 12 gage what do you think..."

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 22:42:00 GMT

i was talkin to my friend napoleon dynamite the other day and he told me there was a metior headed this way!!!!TAKE COVER!!!!!! anyway...um..i have no life, today was yet again another boring day in the life of me!!! but what this email is really about, just to shout out to all the people who have noticed this live journal, it wouldnt be possible without you...i would just like to thank my mom for making me born and my dad for playin catch with me and my brother for...um....did i mention i voted the other day!!it was great!!!! i promise to fufill the dreams of our fathers!!! wow am i an idiot!!!!jk, i mean that!!!

~dan~

....saw it in a movie once...

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 05:44:45 GMT

hey everyone , it is amazing how God can show so much in just one day, i just back from bible study, its good to have people to lift you up and encourage you...i also had lunch with wes today, it was great he helped me put a lot of thigns into perspective, it was amazing to see God use someone else to get to me!!! its weird being on the other side of the spectrum!!! it has been a pretty tough year, i just thank God for how truley blessed i am!! anyway it has been a pretty good day so i am just going to leave it at that!!! leave me some comments though , it will make me feel special..depending on who leaves the message!!! J/K!!!!!

~as i sit and stare, i can't help but wonder why things the way they are and then i think back...everything happens for a reason, and giving up is not part of the plan~

I GOT IT I GOT IT!!!!!!......crap!

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 05:58:55 GMT

I VOTED TODAY!!!! i can't believe i voted and it finally counted, member when you were little and your teachers would sit there and tell ya to do the kid vote thing...yea that doesnt count dont believe it children!!!anyway, i am still trying to think of a good thing to get that random dude who locked my keys in the car back...hmm...i will think of something, revenge is oh so sweet my friends!!!OH YEAH i won in fantasy football again!!!! underdogs all the way baby!!!!so yes i know i may have "startled" some people with my frequetly updated live journal which come to think of it is not the slightest bit "live" but hey, no worries, and i would just like to say...yo way to steal my quote , geez what is this world coming to??!! i am gay by the way, not really but still ...no jk!!!wow am i stupid!!!! so yeah i havent gone to my math class in like two weeks so i am gonna go now and sleep fast and see if i cant make an appearance tomorrow!!have i mentioned college blows big chunks!!!!! its only a matter of time people!!!! but until then , eat your veggatables and make sure to always have a spare car door just in case yours just falls off!!!! but i wont mention dave crosby's name or anything!!!! to all you people who , when asked if i was your friend and answer no....have a fantabulous day!!!!!

peace in the middle east, cuz lord knows if kerry wins peace will not be the term to describe the world!!!!

"...AND MY WORST PAINS ARE WORDS I CANNOT SAY, STILL I WILL ALWAYS FIGHT ON FOR YOU!..."

yesss!

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 03:18:44 GMT

ya see that , someone noticed me!!! i cant believe it and with one day two, how terrific , thanks rachel!!!! i feel loved!!! anyway , my dog got hit by a car today....JUST KIDDING!!!! holy crap that was bad, no she if fully ok and in one piece to!!! so yea i got a little over a week before i am off to visit a possible future place of learning...LIBERTY!!! fear not my friends nothing is for sure, for only see what is right now but if i do depart from this wretched place known as buffalo i shall return to claim whatever i forgot!!!! people will come ray , (pause), people will most definitely come!!!! for any of you fags who dont know that is from the best movie of all time!!!!yea well anyway um, i locked my keys in the car today, well actually it wasn't i who done it it was some random dude , no lie i saw him and i know where he is and i am gonna do somethin to him, not sure what yet but it will be good!!!! well i think that is all for this one...i promise that in time my entries will be more exciting in the future, but for now , i bid you all farewell!!! God Bless, if thats what he does!

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 00:10:54 GMT

hey everyone, i am not sure that anyone will notice this cuz i never do this journal get up but hey since college has started i have found a lot of time in my back pocket!!! so i guess i will be updating here and there from time to time!! a word to the wise for all you brothers and sisters still in high school....stay in high school as long as you can, college bites hugely!!!! anyway, it is almost time for snowboarding!!!! its a beautiful thing, yes! that means only 6 more months until baseball starts i can't wait!!! well i must say i miss you peoples who never come around anymore, you know who you are!!! its cool though, i will catch a wave and see you again!!!! well i think that's all i have to say in this one....yup that's it!!! i miss all my amigos that are gone and i await the day for your return!!!

RED SOX!!!!

~dan~

why do good things happen?

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 01:03:04 GMT

"the sun has set one more time
not knowing whether it will rise again.
coming up and lighting the world
so that we may see what lies in front of us.
but sometimes, even in the brightest light
we cannot see what is to come.
but still it rises and still it sets...
it is still there, and so am i..."

~i can't find words to express how sorry i am

people are freagin GAY!!!

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 02:34:23 GMT

well lets see here, i have an gigantic list of people in my head that are extremely freagin GAY, RETARTDED, AND JUST PLAIN STUPID!!!but anyway my peace here is that people really need to stop all the stabbin in the back, and start being REAL!! b/c if your not real then who are you? i mean really, some people just need to cut the crap and start being real!!! this entry i know seems very repetetive but maybe the more repetition the more you people will get a clue!! the truth hurts so suck it up!!!and i am not saying who my problems are with on this piece of crap b/c i am not one of those dramatic homos to do such a thing!!! it will just be interesting to see how many of you actually fess up to your mess up (if you have half of a brain you know who you are!!) now dont get me wrong, i am making it sound like i am mad at the world but you've got it flipped round...i've got much disappointment in a few, currently unamed individuals!!but for all of you who are keeping it real, press on and be a window of light to someone...anyone!!! but now i will cut to the chase (and this is for all of you!)...(myself included)..."a lot of the time we as humans forget how absolutely small we are" (quote i read this week)... but in actuality, i believe we as humans forget how absolutely big we are... we are so afraid and so scared of what people think of us, we hide behind whats on the outside, when the world NEEDS TO KNOW whats on the inside!!! what i am getting at is that there is no telling how much time we have left!! why wait to tell someone bout the good news, share what makes your life worth living!!! i have 18 years of living experience on this planet and i have only one regret......dont let being 7 months too late stop you from spreading God's word to the nations!!! i would like to close this one out by saying that i am praying for all of you!!! i dont care if you have a problem with me or not...in the end petty differences and even the greatest of friendships are put aside to lift up he who has given us a chance!!! tty soon everybody and if i dont...talk to someone else ;)

current music: WORLDWIDE / AUDIO ADRENALINE

i love you guys!!
~dan

new journal thing! (courtesy of danny lo)

Thu, 20 May 2004 03:14:04 GMT

well here is my new journal in which i will be updating normally(just like dlo). in honor of my very first entry (the one your reading now GENIUS!) i would like to dedicate this entry to daniel locicero (itold you i would!) well thats all she wrote for this one, so go surfin and have yourself a popcicle!! peace out all my fellow jiggas!!!!......ok back to whiteness.